Chapter 211 – Sri Vinaya Patrika – The
Prakrithi/material matters/people have momentary life, hence attachment to them
causes intense grief and agony - The attachment on the impermanent things cannot provide permanent happiness
Sri Tulsidas Maharaj speaks “ Oh! Ram, there
is no one other than you to provide auspiciousness in the Iha/life on Earth and
Paraloka/life after death, hence do not abandon me, kindly do not get angry at
me for not realizing the Paramarththa Thaththva/Jeevathma is Paramathma which is
eternal, unblemished, pure, changeless, free from afflictions and all the
material matters/Prakrithi/Prapancha are destructible and has fleeting life.
Oh! Prabho, I have no discipline, virtues, skills, I am sinful Jeeva, lethargic,
lazy, wicked always taken shelter in the association of deceitful people. I
have drenched in the Mahamoha, Ahamkara, Mamakara, Kama, Krodha, Lobha, Moha,
Madha, and Mathshcharya, have taken pleasure in the material matters and
bodily pleasures that have momentary life, further pushed me into constant
grief and agony. Oh! Prabho, I haven’t practiced devotion, meditation,
Swadhyaya, Athmavichara, austerities, vows, celibacy, Shama, Dhama, Sathyam, Kshama, Dhrithi,
Shaucham, Dhaya, Ahimsa, Astheyam, Arjjavam, etc. I haven’t followed any
Vedoktha Marga/Vedic way of living to achieve fruitfulness in my life, I have caught
up in the evilness of the Kali era, sinful deeds, words, and thoughts. Oh!
Prabho, I have been a sinner all my life, hence all the deities abandoned me
hopeless, Oh! Prabho, I am filling my stomach reciting your sacred name, and introducing
myself as ‘the servant of Rama’ and the whole world knows about it. I haven’t
performed any Vedokthakriya, hence I am not qualified to address myself as your
servant, but the world affirms that I am your sincere servant/Rambhola, so I
think you should lend ears to them. Oh! Prabho, I have thoroughly understood that
if Tulsi wants to achieve auspiciousness in life, it would be possible only
with your compassionate grace, otherwise not. If you are desired to liberate me from the
sufferings and sorrows of worldly existence, kindly do not make any delay. Oh!
Prabho, The evilness of the Kali era has
taken complete control over the mind and intellect of the Jeeva, no one is
willing to follow the Vedoktha Marga, people have lost belief in Veda and
Scriptures, everyone interested in their own way of performance of religious
and spiritual rite, none has the interest in Shamadhamadhi, austerities, Vow,
Swadhayaya, Bhramacharya, Sathyam, Astheyam, Dhaya, Ahimsa, Dhanam, Shaucham,
Kshama, Dhrithi, Arjjavam, etc. all the Jeeva interested in worldly matters,
material, and bodily pleasures, drenched in Mahamoha/illusion and ignorance,
Ahamakra and Mamakara. Oh! Prabho, if you make further delay in showering your
compassionate grace, it would be impossible to protect this Dheena Sadhanaheena
Tulsi from the sufferings of Samsara and Samsarachakra, Oh! Prabho, kindly do
it immediately.”
272) Thum Jani Man Mailo Karo Lochan Jani
Phero | Sunahu Ram! Binu Ravare Lokahu Paralokahu Koau Na Kahu Hithu Mero || Aguna Alayak Aalasi
Jani Adhama Adhanu Anero | Svarathke Sathinha
Thajjyo Thijarako So Totak Auchat Ulati Na Hero || Bhagathiheena Bedha Bahiro
Lakhi Kalimala Dhero | Devanihu Dev!
Pariharyo Anyava Na Theenko
Hau Aparadhi Sab Kero || Namaki Aut Pet
Bharath Hau Pai Kahavath Chero | Jagath Bidhitha Bath Hyai Pari Samucchiye
Dhau Apane Loka Ki Bedh Badero || Hyaihai Jab Thab Thumhi The Tulasi
Ko Bhalero | Dheen Hu Dhin Deva !/Dheen Bigari Hai Bali Jau Bilamb Kiye Apanayiye Sabero ||