Chapter 205 – Sri Vinaya Pathrika – Kala/Time,
Karma/actions and Swabhava/impulsions cause grief of Samsara and hurl into
Samsarachakra/repeated births
Sri Tulsidas Maharaj speaks “Oh! Kripalu,
Oh! Raghunath, whenever I desire to get closer to your lotus feet, the interest
in worldly matters, Ahamkara, Mamakara, the impurities of mind pull me away
from it, Oh! Prabho, you are Ekarasa/eternal, changeless, unblemished, and free
from impurities, I am the inseparable part of that Sachidhanandhaswaroopa
Paramathma, I have taken several births in different Yonis of Pashu/animal,
Pakshi/birds, Keet/worms, Pathanga/flies, Devatha/deities, Manushya humans,
Rakshasa/demon, etc. due to the attributes/Swabhava, Kala/Time, and
Karma/actions, drenched in impurities, hence I am a grave sinner and virtue
less. I have achieved several births due to my ignorance/Avidhya Maya, interest
in worldly matters, Shabdha, Sparsha, Rasa, Roopa, and Gandha, on top of that
the Kali Yuga added wickedness in me. I was the Sacchidhanandha Swaroopa
Paramathma, unblemished, pure, while I was in the womb of the mother, the evilness
of the Kali era transformed me into Kuvarnna Dhukhagrastha Jeevaroop/distressed,
it transformed Gnani/wise into Agnani/ignorant. Oh! Prabho, the ignorance
hurled me into different Yonis in the dense wood, and the mountain of scorching
heat of Ajjanajanitha Dhukha Dhavanala/the grief and sufferings born out of
ignorance. Oh! Prabho, I have taken shelter in the dense wood of Chitrakoot,
and singing in praise of your glories with intense love and devotion, I have
understood the wickedness of the Kali era, even though I am scared of the
impurities of the mind, Ahamkara, and Mamakara of mine. Oh! Prabho, I sincerely pray
before you with folded hands, and bow down my head before you, do not let me
swallow by the thief like the evilness of Kali era, it would push me to intense
grief and agony of the Samsara again and again. Oh! Prabho, Tulsi has taken shelter
in the Ramanama and your lotus feet, I have earnestly described all my fears
and anxiousness to you, hence I am freed from all the uneasiness, kindly do
whatever appropriate for Tulsi.”
266) Jyo Jyo Nikat Bhayo Chahau Kripalu! Thyo Thyo Dhoori Paryo
Hau | Thum Chahu Juga Rasa Yek Ram! Hau Hu Ravaro Jadhapi Adha Avagunani Bharyo
Hau || Beech Payi Yehi Neech Beech Hi
Charani Charyo Hau | Hau Subaran Kubaran Kiyo
Nripathe Bhikhari Kari Sumathithe
Kumathi Karyo Hau || Aganitha Giri Kanan Phiryo Binu Aagi Jaryo Hau |
Chithrakoot Gaye Hau Lakhi Kaliki Kuchali Sab Ab Apadarani Daryo Hau || Maya
Nayi Nath Sau Kahau Hath Jori Kharyo Hau | Cheenho Chor Jiya Marihai Tulsi So
Katha Suni Prabhuso Gudhari Nibaryo Hau ||