Chapter 206 – Sri Vinaya Patrika – The practice
of devotion to get rid of the grief of Samsara and Samsarachakra
Sri Tulsidas Maharaj speaks “Oh! Ram, I
have taken a vow not to move from your doorsteps and will continue to be
here until I hear ‘Tulsi Thu Mero Hai’/Tulsi you are mine from you. I have
promised upon you, I will not move out of your doorsteps, even if the
emissaries of Yamadhootha seizes me by hand, beaten up and compulsorily drag me
to Yamaloka, I am quite sure that they would get alarmed to know my countless
sins, and may force to live in the Yamaloka for several thousands of years,
once again take birth in different Yoni and go through the similar sufferings
and grief of Samsara. I have taken several births in different Yonis, soon
after I got released from the Yamaloka, the worldly existence is miserable,
full of grief and sufferings. Oh! Prabho, you are kind and compassionate to
Jeeva who have taken shelter at your lotus feet, I am adamant, won’t leave your
doorsteps. Oh! Prabho, you are promising to Jeeva, kindly do not leave me
unnoticed, I am beaten up to death by the sufferings of Samsara. Oh! Prabho, do
not wait too long to hear people say that Tulsi is waiting so long at the
doorstep of Lord Sri Ramachandra did not achieve the grace, hence kindly
whisper to me ‘Tulsi Thu Mero Hai’, all I want to hear from you that ‘Tulsi,
you are mine’, then I will stop the hunger strike before your doorsteps. Oh!
Prabho, I am sinful Jeeva, if you feeling awkward to appear before Tulsi,
kindly consider this Tulsi as yours in heart, I am alarmed watching the
evilness of the Kali era.”
267) Pan Kari Hau Hadi Aajuthe Ramadhvar
Paryo Hau | ‘Thu Mero’ Yaha Bin Kahe Udihau Na
Janamabhari Prabhuki Saukari Niryo Hau || Dhai Dhai Dhakka Jamabhat
Thake Dare Na Daryo Hau | Udhar Sansathi Sahi
Bahubar Janami Jaga Naraka Nidhari Nikaryo Hau || Hau
Machala Lai Cchadihau Jehi Lagi Aryo Hau | Thum Dhayalu Banihai
Dhiye Bali Bilamba Na Keejiye Jath Galani Garyo Hau || Pragat Kahath
Jo Sakuchiye Aparadh Bharyo Hau | Thau
Manme Apanayiye Tulasihi Kripakari Kali
Biloki Haharyo Hau ||
