Chapter – 293- Sur -Vinaya – Pathrika – Prapaththi/surrender
at the lotus feet of Lord Sri Hari to get rid of Thapathraya
Sri Surdas
Maharaj speaks “Oh! Prabho, kindly shower your compassionate grace upon me and
provide intense devotion at your lotus feet. I have abandoned the interest in infinite
worldly matters of sounds, appearances, smell, touch, and passion, of fleeting
nature, that have constantly thrown me into grief and agony, hence kindly
provide me firm devotion at your lotus feet. Oh! Prabho, I have soaked in your
powerful illusion/Maya the moment I was thrown out of the womb of my mother, I
have continued the chase after the toxic poison of worldly matters, thereby I
am worn out of grief and agony, now I am burning in the flames of three kinds
of grief. Oh! Prabho, I have committed various sins by words, mind, and deed
while chasing for appeasing my senses. Alas, I have been thrown from the top of
the hill of illusion several times! Even after that, I did not control my senses
or I did not get satisfied. The deities and Lord Shankara may get surprised to watch
my ignorance, and no one can protect me from the Thapathraya. I have performed
several rites with the selfish motive to fulfil my endless desires,
unfortunately, none of the deities are pleased with me. Oh! Prabho, I have committed
several sins, hence taken several births in various wombs of birds, animals, and
humans, and each time I ended up in the abode of Yama to go through the hellish
torture, the emissaries of Yama are tired and horrified of witnessing a grave
sinner again and again. Oh! Prabho, I am drenched in impurities of lust, ego,
jealousy, pride, anger, desire, Ahamkara, and Mamakara, therefore I have no
shame to perform any immoral deeds. Oh! Pathithapavan/savior of the souls, I
have promised to myself to abandon my interest in worldly matters of
possession, wealth, richness, money, fame, children, wife, companion, and
relatives, I have taken shelter at your lotus feet, I am standing at your
doorsteps. Oh! Kripanidhan, I am determined, I won’t leave your doorstep even
if you ignore me, or forcefully throw me out of your vicinity. Oh! Prabho, I
have no one to protect me other than you.”
Apani Bhakthi
Dhehu Bhagavan |Koti Lalach Jau Dhikhavahu
Nahinau Ruchi Aan || Ja Dhina Thai Janama Payau Yahai Meri Reethi | Bishayabisha Hadi Khath Nahi
Darath Karath Aneethi || Jaratha Jwala Giratha Giri Thai Swavakar Katath Sees | Dhekhi Sahas
Sakucha Manath Rakhi Sakatha Na Ees ||
Kamana Kari Koti Kabahu Kiye Bahuth Pasu Ghath | Simha Savak Jyau Thajai Griha
Indhra Aadhi Darath || Naraka Koopani Jayi Jamapur Parththyau Bar Anek| Thake
Kimkara Jootha Jama Ke Darath Darau Na Nek || Maha Machal Maribe Ki Sakuchi
Nahi Na Mohi | Kiye Prana Hau Parththyau
Dhwarau Laj Prana Ki Thohi || Nahi
Kanchau Kripanidhi Hau Karau Kaha Risayi | Sur Thabahu Na Dhwar Cchade Darihau Kadirayi ||
