Sunday 19 March 2017

Sri Athmarpanasthuthi by Sri Appayya Dheekshithar – Lyrics and meanings 21 -30



|| Jai Sriman Narayana ||











Oh! Lord, Even Bhrama, Upendhra and deities have to wait for long for their turn to venerate you and fulfil their desires; Oh! Vishvadheeshvara, I am completely miserable, and equivalent to worm like young insect, surrendering to your lotus feet and earnestly pray to you who is the ocean of mercy to the distressed people, Oh! Natha, it is very difficult to attain the knowledge of Karma/Karmajjyanam, I am completely drenched in sins due to lack of control over senses, Oh! Purahara, I am besieged by the unfathomable well of Samsara, after surrendering to your lotus feet, and attaining your protective hands I am feeling fearless.  Oh! Lord, I am completely besieged by the fear of endless repeated births, Oh! Suravara, I shall earnestly pray to that pleasing face facing to south direction which is the safest haven to the Yogis and virtuous, kindly protect us.  Oh! Shiva, you are the provider of liberation from repeated births and worldly bondage, you are the only source of protection to a person like me who is undergoing intense sufferings and miseries, Oh! Pashupathe, kindly protect us from the powerful torrential force of repeated births which is pathetic and full of fears. Oh! Supreme Lord who eradicates all kinds of ill fortunes of the devotees, Maharshis who have obtained your auspicious glances are highly capable as Lord Bhrama who is the creator of Universe,  therefore kindly enlighten me with the supreme knowledge which is capable to untie the knots of worldly bondage and repeated births, Oh! Shubhadha who is the provider of auspiciousness, it may be possible for the human to claim superiority in the sky, but it is impossible to put an end to the miseries without the knowledge of you, Oh! Shiva, it is impractical to attain supreme knowledge about you without your auspicious grace, I am completely worn out of miseries and sorrows, which deity shall I approach for shelter other than you? Oh! Vidhyeshvara, you are the essence of sacred texts, Thanthra, Veda and scriptures which are difficult to understand for human intellect, therefore it is meaningless to engage in futile dispute over the subjects beyond human intellect, Oh! Vidhyeshvara, refined knowledge can be obtainable with your grace through intense devotion to you, Oh! Natha, I am a greatest sinner who has no control over senses, and remained greatest sinner immersed on the worldly matters without the knowledge of self, and I have been ignorant of superior scent of meritorious deeds, Oh! Natha, I have sincerely surrendered to your lotus feet, therefore it is unfair to abandon this miserable one, Oh! Bhavannatha/Oh, My Lord ! you may find various reasons to abandon me, because I have committed various sins, you may consider that I don’t deserve to take refuge at your lotus feet because of unpardonable mistakes, then it will multiply my fears in manifolds with the state of being lack of protection from you, will anyone accept a child who is refused by his mother? Oh! Esha, therefore either you should pardon all the sins which are committed in the past and the sins in the future, or you should instruct and protect me to keep away from all those wicked actions,  Oh! Esha, it is unfair to dishearten a person, who is afflicted with the miseries and sorrows of Samsara and surrendered at your lotus feet.



Bhrama Upendhra Prabhrithibirpi Svepsitha  Prarthanatha  Svaminnagre Chiram Avasarasthoyadhbhi: Pratheekshya: |Dhragevathvam Yadhiha  Sharanam Prarthathe Keedakalpasthabdh Eshvadhishchara Thava Kripa Meva Vishvasya  Dheene ||

Karma Gnana  Prachayam Akhilam Dhushkaram  Natha  Pashyan  Papasaktham  Hridhayamapi Chaparayan Sanniroddhum | Samsarakhye  Purahara  Mahath Andhakoope  Vishidhan  Hasthalamba Prapathanamidham  Prapya  The  Nirbhayosmi ||

Thvamevaikam  Hathajanipaye  Panthamasmin Prapanche  Bhathva  Janma  Prachayajaladherbiyatha: Parashoonyath | Yanthe Dhanya: Suravara  Mukham  Dhakshinam Samshrayanthi Klishtam  Ghore  Chiramiha  Bhave  Thena Mam  Pahi Nithyam ||

Yekoasi Thvam Shiva  Janimatham Eshvaro  Bandhamukthyo:  Kleshangaravalishu Ludatha: Ka Gathisthvam Vina Me | Thasmadhsmanniha Pashupathe  Ghorajanma  Pravahe  Khinnam  Dhainyakaram Athibhayam  Mam  Bhajasva  Prapannam ||

Yo Devanam  Prathamamashubhadhravako Bhakthibhajam  Poorvam  Vishvadhika  Shathadhrithim Jayamanam Maharshi: | Dhrushtyapashyath  Sakala Jagathi Srishti  Samarthyadhathrya | Sa Thvam  Granthi Pravilayakrithe Viddhyaya Yojayasman ||

Yaddhyakasham  Shubhadha  Manujashrascharmavadhveshtayeyu: Dhukhasyantham  Thadhapi Purushasthamavijjaya Nethi | Vijjanam  Cha  Thvayi  Shiva Rithe Thvath Prasadhann Labhyam  Thadh Dhukhartha: Kamahi Sharanam  Yami Devam  Thvadhanyam ||

Kim  Goodartharakrithakavachogumbanai: Kim  Puranai Sthanthradhyairva  Purushamathibhir  Dhurniroopyaikamathyai: | Kim Va  Shasthrair Phalakalahollasamathra Pradhanair Vidhdhya Vidhyeshvara Krithadhiyam Kevalam  Thvath Prasadhath ||

Papishtoham  Vishayachapala: Santhathath Dhrohashali Karpanyaikasthira Nivasathi: PUnya Gandhanabhijjya : | Yaddhyapyevam  Thadhapi Sharanam  Thvath Padhabjam  Prapannam  Nainam  Dheenam  Smarahara  Thavopekshithum  Natha  Yuktham ||

Alochyaivam  Mayi Yadhi Bhavannatha Dhoshan Anantha Naramathpadhashrayanapadhavim Na Arhatheethi Kshipenmam | Adhdhyaivemam Sharana Virahadhdhidhith Beethyaiva Nashtam  Grame  Grihanathyahitha Thanayam Kim Nu Mathra  Nirastham ||

Kshanthavyam Va Nikhilamapi Me Bhootha Bhavi Vyaleekam  Dhurvyaparapravanamathava  Shikshaneeyam Mano Me | Na  Thvevarthya Nirathishayaya Thvath Padhabjam  Prapannam  Thvadhinyastha Akhilabharamamyum Yukthameesha  Prahathum ||



|| Jai Sriman Narayana ||