Chapter – 126 -Sri Vinaya Patrika – The Veda, Scriptures, and Mahathmas loudly
speaks about the Samsara as nothing but an ocean of grief, it is the reservoir of
Papa, even after knowing all these why I am so drawn towards the toxic poison
like Vishayavisha?
Sri Tulsidas Maharaj speaks “Oh! Prabho, I
have no one to lean on, hence I have already taken shelter at your lotus feet.
Oh! Prabho, I have no Sadhanaroopi wealth of Bhakti, Gnana, Vairagya, not even
in my dreams. Oh! Prabho, I have not taken up austerities, vow, Astheyam,
Sathyam, Ahimsa, Dhaya, Shaucham, Dhanam, Shamam, Dhamam, Bhramacharyam,
Athmavichara, Swadhyaya, etc. which is the only way to get rid of the sufferings of
Samsarasagara. Oh! Prabho, I am getting tortured by the Kama, Krodha, Lobha,
Moha, Madha, Mathshcharya, Ahamkara, Mamakara, day and night, alas! why I am
not getting rid of this body which is a bundle of excreta, at this moment, I am
worn out of all those impurities, lost serenity of mind, exhausted of redundant
thoughts, I have no other way to get rid of the grief of Samsara, unless and
until I achieve your Kripa. The Veda, Scriptures, and Mahathmas loudly speaks
about the Samsara is nothing but an ocean of grief, it is the reservoir of Papa,
even after knowing all these why I am so drawn towards the toxic poison like
Vishayavisha? Oh! Hari, wasn’t that your trick on me? If not, why I am
constantly getting drawn towards the worldly matters, Shabdha, Sparsha, Roopa,
Rasa, and Gandha,? Oh! Prabho, if you have desired, you can transform the toxic
poison into nectar, and you can transform the fire into ice, in the same way, you
can make this Jeeva cross the ocean of Samsarasagara without the flight too.
Oh! Kripalu, Oh! Paramahithakari, Oh! Prabho, you are too kind and
compassionate to your devotees, hence it is difficult to find a deity like you.
If I did not achieve your Kripa, or I did not take up the practice of pure
devotion and love, then I would be the superior most dull Jeeva. Oh! Prabho,
Oh! Raghunath, I have abandoned interest in worldly matters, Vishayavisha,
Ahamkara, Mamakara, etc., and taken shelter at your lotus feet, Oh! Prabho, you
are the one and only could cut off the Vipaththiroopi trap of Samsara on
Tulsi.”
187) Thahim The Ayo Sarana Sabere | Gyana
Biraga Bhagathi Sadhan Kachu Sapnehu Nath ! Na Mere || Lobha Moha Madha Kama Krodha Ripu Phirath Raine Dhin
Ghere | Thinahim Mile Man Matho Bhayo
Kupatha Rath Phirai Thiharehi Phere || Dhosha Nilaya Yaha Bishaya Sokapradha
Kahath Santh Shruthi Dere | Janath Hu Anuraga
Thaham Athi So Hari Thumrehi Prere?|| Bisha Peeyush Sama Karahu Agini
Hima Thari Sakahu Binu Bere | Thuma Sama Eesa Kripalu
Parama Hitha Puni Na Payihaim Herem ||
Yaha Jiya Jani Rahau Sab Thaji Raghubeer Bhrose Therem | Tulasidas Yaha Bipathi
Bagurau Thumhahim Sau Banai Nibere ||
