Chapter 200 – Sri Vinaya Patrika – The
rarest birth as a human should be utilized for Bhakthi,
Gnana, and Vairagya to achieve Bhagavathprapthi
Sri Tulsidas Maharaj speaks “Oh! Ram, I am
certain that If I did take up any austerities, vows, Shamadhamadhi, Swadhyaya,
Athmavichara, Bhramacharya, etc. I cannot get rid of the sufferings of Samsara
or Samsara Chakra in the Koti Kalpa/era, unless and until if you wish to
liberate me from the sufferings and grief of Samsara. If you really want to
liberate Tulsi from the impurities of Kama, Krodha, Lobha, Moha, Madha,
Mathshcharya, Ahamkara, and Mamakara, you don’t need a moment to do it. Oh!
Kripanidhan, you are eminent, and I am an ordinary dull Jeeva, I have exchanged
the precious Chinthamaniroopi life span which should be utilized for Bhagavathprapthi
with the momentary pleasure of Samsara, I have spent the entire life tasting
the toxic poison like Vishayaroopi berry, chasing after the material matters
and bodily pleasure, that are the causes for constant grief and miseries. I
have made my life unworthy, even after achieving the rarest birth as a human, that
should be put into use to achieve Bhakthi, Gnana, and Vairagya/Bhagavathprapthi.
The impurities of Kama, Krodha, Lobha, Moha, Madha, Mathshcharya, Ahamkara,
Mamakara, have multiplied due to the evilness of the Kali era, as a result, the
Kukarma/sinful deeds have amplified and have become endless. I haven’t done
anything good to people even accidentally, my tongue did not engage reciting
the ‘Ramanama’, but I was thoroughly taking pleasure in unworthy talks, and
chosen all the immoral ways to spend life, what more to say, did not even play a
childhood game in the name of Bhagavan, I have presented myself as an ardent devotee
of Lord in front of the people, and if any good deed performed with the grace
of Santh Mahathma, was publicized with great pride. I have committed various
sins with great interest and made a great effort to hide them all, I did not
control words, deeds, or mind, I have let the Indhriays wander all over freely,
I loved the tricks of Indhriyas and devoted my entire life to them. Oh! Prabho,
after taking into consideration the Karma performed in my past, present, and future, I could say
that I haven’t done anything fruitful in my life, surprisingly, the people
addressing me as ‘Tulsi is favorite of Ram’, Oh! Prabho, I have faith and
devotion at your lotus feet, if you believe it or not, Oh! Raghunath, I am your
servant and you are my Master.”
261) Meri Na Banai Banaye Mere Koti Kalap Lau Ram! Ravare Banaye Banai Pal Pau Mei | Nipat
Sayane Hai Kripanidhan! Kaha Kahau ? Liye
Ber Badhali Amol Mani Aau Mei || Manasa Maleena Karthab Kalimal Peen
Jeeha Hu Na Japyo Nam Bakyo Aau Bau Mei
| Kupath Kuchal Chalyo Bhayo Na Boolihu Bhalo Baladasa Hu Na Khelyo Khelath Sudhau Mei || Dhekha Dheki
Dhambh Thei Ki Sang The Bhayi Bhalayi Prakati Janayi Kiyo Dhurith Dhurau Mei | Raga
Rosha Dhosha/ Dhvesha Poshe Gogan Sameth Man
Inki Bhagathi Keenhi Inahi Ko Bhau Mei || Aagili Pacchili Abahu Ki
Anuman Hi Thei Boojiyath Gathi Kacchu
Keenho Tho Na Kau Mei | Jaga Kahai Ramaki Pratheethi Preethi Tulasi Hu Joote
Sanche Aasaro Sahab Raghurau Mei ||
