Chapter – 236- Sur -Vinaya – Pathrika –
Sri Suradas
Maharaj speaks “Oh! Prabho, Oh! Sri Hari, I am drenched in worldly matters of
infinite sound, appearance, touch, passion, and smell. I have married an
intolerable and wicked woman like an impure mind drenched in lust, desire, ego,
anger, jealousy, pride, Ahamkara, and Mamakara. The Dharma/righteousness and
Sathya/truthfulness resemble my parents, I have driven them off with my wickedness.
The wisdom/Gnana and knowledge/Vigyana/Vichara are my brothers, I have created enmity
with them too. The kindness/Dhayaroopi resemble my sister, I have fought with
them, and they ran away with fear. The disciplines/Sheela and
Santhosham/happiness are my friends, I have befriended them too. The Kapat/deceitfulness
and Lobh/wickedness are the two brothers of Asharoopi /lustful wicked woman
whom I have married, and these two brothers have taken complete control of my
house. These two awful brothers have expanded
their kingdom with their two sisters Thrishna/illusion and Dheenatha/pity. Oh!
Prabho, the wicked lustful woman/desire/ is shameless, atrocious, inauspicious,
and is wandering all over the Samsara, she is still young and never gets tired
of visiting the homes of others, I have reached the later years of age, my
limbs are fragile, my senses are weak, my movements are restricted, my limbs
are cooperating with the mind. Oh! Prabho, my desires are endless, although I
have reached the later years of age my desire for worldly matters has not
faded, my senses are not satisfied yet. I have committed several sins married
to the Asharoopi woman/DESIRE, and often pushed myself into extreme grief and
agony, and it brought disgrace to me. Oh! Prabho, I am helpless to protect myself
from the attachment to worldly matters, none of them could provide permanent
bliss, either I get bored of them, or they get bored of me, hence I have
constantly thrown into Thapathraya/three kinds of grief. Oh! Prabho, Oh! Sri
Hari, why are you laughing at me? Kindly remove the sufferings of worldly
existence.”
Hari Hau Maha Adhama Samsari | Aan Samujja Mei Baritha Byahi Asa Kumathi Kunari ||
Dharmasaththa Mere Mathupitha The Dhoau Dhiye Bidari | Jjana Bibeka Birodhe
Dhoau Hathe Bandhu Hithakari || Bandhyau Baira Dhaya Bhagini Sau Bhagi Dhuri Su
Bichari | Seela Santhosh Sakha Dhoau Mere Thinhai Bigovathi Bhari || Kapata
Lobha Vake Dhoau Bhaiyya The Ghar Ke
Adhikari | Thrishna Bahini Dheenatha
Sahachari Adhika Preethi Bisthari || Athi Nisanka Nirlajja Abhagini Ghar Ghar
Phiratha Na Hari | Mei Thau Bridhdha
Bhayau Vaha Tharuni Sadha Bayas Ikasari || Thake Bas Mei Bahu Dhukha Payau Sobha Sabai Bigari |
Kariyai Kaha Laj Mariyai Jab Apani Jandh Udhari || Adhika Kashta Mohi Paryau Loka Mei Jab Yah Bath Uchari | Surdas Prabhu Hasath Kaha Hau Metau
Bipathi Hamari ||
