Chapter - 78 -Sri Vinaya Pathrika - Karmajal/the trap of Karma - Garbhavasa
Dhukham/the sufferings of the fetus while in the womb - Bhrama Sathyam Jagath Mithya
Sri Tulsidas Maharaj speaks “Oh! Jeeva, you
have forgotten the wisdom, the Sacchidhanandha Swaroopa Paramathma resides as
soul in you, he is all-pervasive Supreme Bhramam/Oneness-in all, free from
afflictions, changeless, pure, unblemished, and has neither birth nor death. you
have cemented your interest in worldly matters and bondage, Ahamkara and Mamakara,
and impurities of the mind, thereby you have fastened yourself with the Karamaroopi
firm rope to the Samsara. You have started depending on material matters and bodily
pleasure, even though you are not dependent. The supreme Bhramam resides as
soul in you is the source of the functioning of the mind, intellect, Chithth,
Ahamkara, Prana, Karma, and Gnanendhriyas, then how could you consider yourself
as dependent? You are not Parathanthra. You have handcuffed yourself by the Avidya
Maya/illusion, and ignorance, your dependency on the people and material
matters hurled you into vicious cycles of rebirth, it pushed you to go through
hellish torture in different Yonis, /Garbhavasa Dhukha, and the sufferings of
worldly/Samsara Dhukha existence as well. Oh! Jeeva, the fetus stay upside down
in the womb of its mother that is filled in secrets and worms, no one would
offer help and the Jeeva had to suffer it all alone, could not express the pain.
The fetus continues to suffer the hellish torture in its mother’s womb for
several days, the tender limbs undergo extreme pain and agony during this
period of time, it would remain helpless, and continues to weep in the womb.”
Sri Tulsidas Maharaj continues “Oh! Jeeva,
your Karmajala/the trap of the Karma thrown you to grief, the pain of separation,
illness, anguish, and extreme distress. As a result of your Karma, you have hurled
yourself into different Yonis, but the compassionate Lord Sri Hari did not
leave you for a single second, Prabhu protected you while you were going
through hellish torture in the mother’s womb. Lord Hari is Paramakripalu, he
offered wisdom while you were in the mother’s womb, he enlightened you with the
knowledge of Paramarththa while you were crying heart out, hanging upside down
in mother’s womb, and deeply distressed by the tortures of the worms and
secrets. You have remembered the several births and the sufferings, wept before
Lord Hari with folded hands “Oh! Prabho, your Thrigunamayi/Sathivik, Rajasik,
and Thamasik Maya is so powerful, I shall take shelter at your lotus feet,
kindly protects me. Oh! Prabho, your Maya has taken complete control over the
Chiththa and intellect, and caused false perception, compelled the Jeeva to get
attached to the destructible Prakrithi and material matters, and forget the
indestructible Purusha reside as soul, and your Maya has driven the Jeeva afar from
you. Oh! Mayapathi, Oh! Lakshmipathi, you have enlightened me with the
knowledge of Paramarththa Thaththva/Jagath Mithya Bhrama Sathyam, even in the
hardest times of Garbhavasa Dhukha, kindly protects me.”
136 - 3) Thei Nija Karamadori Doond Keenhi
| Apane Karani Gandi Gahi Dheenhi || Thathe Parabas Paryo Abhage | Tha Phala Garama Basa Dhukha Aago || Aago Aneka
Samooh Samsmrith Udharagath Janyo Soau | Sir Hed Upar Charana Sankat Bath Nahim
Poocchai Koau || Sonitha Purusha Jo
Moothramala Krimi Kardhamavrith Sovayi | Komala Sareera Gambeera Bedhan
Sees Dhuni Dhuni Rovayi ||
4) Thu Nija Karama Jala Jaham Dhero |
Sreehari Sanga Thajjyo Nahim Thero || Bahubidhi Prathipalana Prabhu Keenho |
Parama Kripalu Gyana Thohi Dheenho || Thohi Dhiyo Gyana Bibeka Janama Anekaki
Thab Sudhi Bhayi | Thehi Esaki Hau Sarana
Jaki Bishama Maya Gunamayi ||
Jehi Kiye Jeeva Nikaya Bas Rasaheena Dhin Dhin Athi Nayi | So Karau Begi Sambhari Sreepathi
Bipathi Maham Jehi Mathi Dhayi ||
