Chapter – 155- Sur -Vinaya – Pathrika – Vinaya Pathrika/earnest
request to Lord Sri Hari
Sri Surdas Maharaj speaks “Oh! Prabho, Oh!
Sri Hari, I am a grave sinner, my head to toe is sunken in sins of several
births, I am ashamed of it. My mind is swollen with lust, desire, pride,
jealousy, anger, Ahamkara and Mamakara, I am drenched in worldly matters of
possession, richness, fame, money, wealth, children, wife, companion, and
relatives, etc. Oh! Prabho, I have not seen any sinner like me before my eyes. I
have committed sins in the three significant phases of life such as
Balyavastha/childhood, Kishoravastha/adulthood, and Youthful/Yauvana Avastha, I
have been ignorant in fact, these phases of life should be utilized to worship
Lord Sri Hari. Oh! Prabho, even after committing various sins by deed, mind,
and words, I have been chasing after physical and material pleasures I am not satiated
yet, still continuing the same, hence there won’t be a sinner like me before or
will not be there in the future, so I consider myself as a grave sinner. Oh!
Prabho, even the abode of Yama is not willing to accommodate me, Lord Yama is
ashamed to take me to his abode because of my accumulated sins, hence he left
me unnoticed. Oh! Prabho, you are too kind and compassionate, you have
liberated sinners from the sufferings and grief of worldly existence, those
were not real grave sinners like me. Oh! Prabho, if you have showered your
compassionate grace upon me, and liberated me from the sufferings of worldly
existence, once again your fame would spread all over the Universe.”
Binathi Karatha Maratha Hau Laj |
Nakhasikha Lau Meri Yaha Dhehi Hai Pap Ki Jahaj|| Aur Pathitha Aachath Na
Aankhi Thara Dhekhath Apanau Saj | Theenau Pan
Bhari Aur Nibhahyau Thau Na Aayau
Baj || Pacchau Bhayau Na Aagai Hyaihai Sab Pathithani Sirthaj | Narakau
Bhajjyau Nama Suni Merau Peedi Dhayi Jamaraj || Ab Lau Nanhe Noonhe Thare The
Sab Britha Akaj | Sanchau Biradha Sur Ke
Tharath Lokani Loka Aavaj ||