Chapter – 224- Sur -Vinaya – Pathrika – The impurities of the
mind
Sri Surdas
Maharaj speaks “Oh! Prabho, I did not follow righteousness after achieving the
precious life as a human. I am disgraceful, wicked, deceitful, unfortunate,
lustful, drenched in worldly matters of fleeting nature. I have committed
several sins by words, mind, and deeds, I have not followed any of the
austerities, truthfulness, Astheyam, Ahimsa, I have not observed vows, celibacy,
self-control, non-violence, etc. I was soaked
in lust, desire, ego, anger, jealousy, pride, Ahamkara, and Mamakara. Oh!
Prabho, I have stolen money from the travelers and killed them, I was uncontrollable,
had no control over my senses, ignorant, arrogant, dull-minded, chasing after
worldly matters of possession, richness, money, fame, wealth, children, wife,
companion, relatives, etc. I was chained in Mohapasha/noose of worldly bondage.
Oh! Prabho, I have taken great pleasure in gossip, rumors, gambling, etc. I was
merciless, a sinner, and hated by all and I did not respect preceptors, Guru,
Santh, or Mahathma. Oh! Prabho, I am drenched in lust, desire, ego, anger,
jealousy, pride, etc. I made false promises, and I look for every opportunity to argue
and fight. Oh! Prabho, I have taken great pleasure in worldly matters, chasing
after material and physical pleasures, and accumulating wealth in immoral ways.
I did not spend the wealth for charity, I did not use it for myself, or I did
not feed others with that money. Oh! Prabho, I invited trouble with others, I
push others into troubles and arguments, I did not take pleasure in others’
happiness, and I feel jealous of others’ wellness. Oh! Prabho, I am stubborn,
hungry, and always seek pleasure in meals, I have been born into a lowly clan,
ignorant, dull-minded, and repeatedly cry over my bad luck. I am drenched in
illusion/Mrigathrishna, and I spread my hand before others, and lazy too. Oh!
Prabho, I influence people at ease, I eat meals to my heart’s content I did not
leave a single thing to eat, be it good or bad, and go to deep slumber. I
influence people to do good deeds, and I lecture righteousness but I don’t follow
them. I have portrayed myself as a saintly person, unfortunately, I did not
follow austerities or disciplines in my life. Oh! Prabho, I am heartless and find
mistakes in others easily, I do not look upon my fault. I am selfish and dull-witted,
penniless, wicked, and unsatisfied. Oh! Prabho, I am arrogant, I have no
intelligence or strength, hence I do push myself into darkness and others too.
I did not hesitate to eat the vomit like worldly matters or adopt those
unwanted habits that were abandoned once. Oh! Prabho, I did not respect the
saintly people or preceptors, I am wicked and ignorant, I am a coward, selfish
Jeeva taken great pleasure in material and physical pleasures. Oh! Prabho, I
seek opportunities to argue and fight, I keep dangerous secrets, I do not waste
opportunities to disgrace others, I steal and evil-minded did not take pleasure
in the association of noble souls. I have looted the wealth and happiness of others;
I get jealous of others’ happiness and peace. Oh!Prabho, Oh! Sri Hari, I am a
pandora box of immoral habits, I did not explain them all.”
Prabhu Ju Hau Tho
Maha Adharmi | Apath Uthar Abhagau Kami Bishayi
Nipat Kukarmi || Ghathi Kutila Teed Athi Krodhi Kapati Kumathi Julayi| Auguna
Ki Kacchu Soch Na Sanka Badau Dhushta Aanyayi || Batpari Daga Chor Uchakka Gadi
Kata Ladvasi | Chanchal Chapala Chabayi Chaupata Liye Moha Ki Phasi || Chugala
Jwari Nirdhaya Aparadhi Jootau Khotau Khoota | Lobhi Laudha Mukagva Jjagaru
Badau Padailau Loota || Lampata Dhoorth,
Pootha Dhambari Kau Kaudi Kaudi Jorau | Kripana Suma Nahi Khayi Khachavai Khayi
Mari Kai Aurai || Langar Deed Gumani Tootak Maha Masakhara Rookha | Machala
Akalai Moola Apathar Khau Khau Karai Bhookha || Nirdhana Neecha Kulaja
Dhurbudhdhi Bhondhu Nitha Kau Roau | Thrishna Hath Pasare Nisidhin Pet Bhare
Par Soau || Bath Banavan Kau Hai Neekau Bachana Rachana Samujjavai | Khadh
Akhadh Na Cchadau Ab Lau Sab Mei Sadhu Kahavai || Maha Kador Sunya Hridhau Kau
Dhosha Dhena Kau Neekau |Badau Krithaghni Aur Nirambha Bedhana Rakau Pheekau ||
Maha Mathth Budhdhibala Kau Heenau Dhekhi Karai Andhera | Bamanahi Khayi Khayi
So Darai Bhasha Kahi Kahi Dera || Mooka
Nindha Nigoda Bhoda Kayar Kama Banavai | Kalaha Kuhi Bhoosha Rogi Aru Kahu Naiku Na
Bhavai || Paranindhaka Paradhana Kau Dhrohi Parasampathani Chorau |
Auguna Aur Bahuth Hai Mo Mei Kahyau Sur
Mei Thorau ||
