Chapter – 268- Sur -Vinaya – Pathrika –
Sri Surdas
Maharaj speaks “Oh! Prabho, Oh! Sri Hari, I was overpowered by your Maya, hence I have lost the precious birth as a human achieved
after several pieties, I was drenched in lust, desire, ego, anger, jealousy,
pride, Ahamkara, and Mamakara. Oh! Prabho, I was ignorant, I have invested my
whole life in decorating the house/body, I have installed golden Kalasha, and
marvelous paintings to multiply its beauty. Alas, the moment the body lost the Prana/vital
air, I was thrown out of that house, the woman I was taken as wife promised to give up her life with me had withdrawn from her promises, instead, she abandoned me and claimed my possessions, wealth, money, and richness, and spent the
rest of her life with her relatives. While living with my wife, she has stolen
my intellect, after the life she has turned her face from me. Oh! Prabho, I lived
my entire life pleasing my wife, children, relatives, and companions, I have gone out of
the way to help them and became famous among them, alas! at the deathbed, they
could not save me from the fear of death. Oh! Prabho, my mother gave painful
birth to me, and showered an abundance of love and affection with several
expectations, after her death, I have taken away even her waist ornament, and set
fire to her body. Oh! Prabho, you are the savior of distressed Jeeva and
liberated Ganika/the prostitute, but you have abandoned me. Oh! Prabho, I am
ashamed of my life, I did not utilize the precious birth to achieve the four Purusharththa, I did not utter your sacred name not even by mistake.”
Hari Binu Koau Kama
Na Aayau | IhiMaya Jooti Prapancha Lagi
Rathana Sau Janama Gavayau || Kanchana Kalasa Bichithra Chithra Kari Rachi Pachi Bhavana Banayau |
Thamei Thai Thathcchana Hi Kadyau Pal
Bhar Rahana Na Payau || Hau Thava Sanga
Jaraugi Yau Kahi Thiya Dhoothi Dhana Khayau | Chalath Rahi Chith Chori
Mori Mukha Yek Na Paga Pahuchayau || Boli Boli Sutha
Swajana Mithrajana Leenyau Sujasa Suhayau | Parththyau Ju Kaj Anthaki Biriya Thinahu Na AaniChudayau
|| Asa Kari Kari Janani Jayau Kotika Lad
Ladayau | Their Liyau Katihu Kau
Dora ThaparaBadhana Jarayau ||
Pathitha Udhdharana Ganika Tharana So Mei Sad Bisarayau | Liyau Na Nama Kabahu Dhokheau Hu Surdas Pacchithayau ||
